Tired mind, tired body

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking in the past few days about things related to my future. Honestly, I have no idea what I want in my life right now at the moment. In 3 months time, I’ll be leaving Australia and fly back home. I’m clueless if I should find a job here in Australia or if I should just go home and find a job instead. I’m not sure if I should continue on with my masters. If yes..I’m not sure if I should do it in Australia or in Malaysia as well.

There are so many ‘what if’ and ‘maybe’ which I can never answer all of them. I’m leaving everything into God’s hand and I’m praying that He’ll lead me and open up doors for me. Till now, I have not heard a single thing from Him but I guess in His timing, His plans for my life will be revealed, step by step. All I know is that, God is never late nor early; He’s always on time (:

Putting things aside, I recently found myself an old film camera, a nikon FE2. Shooting in film is really fun! You have no clue at all on what you are shooting. Unlike digital cameras, you don’t get to preview the picture you have taken with a film camera. You just have to go by feeling and really, put more thoughts into your composition. I’ve just develope my first roll of film. I’m still in a ‘try try’ stage..so pictures aren’t exactly that fantastic. Everything was shot with Fujifilm Superia 200 film..and..no editing at all!! You gotta love the colour tone from film!